Withour Words Lyrics
February 7, 2011i shouldn’t have done that
i should’ve ignore it
like something i couldn’t see
like something i can’t see
i shouldn’t have ever looked at you
i should’ve ran away
i should’ve acted like i didn’t hear it
like something i couldn’t hear, like something i can’t hear
i shouldn’t have listened to my heart
chorus:
you showed me love without words
you gave me your love without words
you made me hold my breath, waiting for you
but you ran away like this
without word, love leaves me
without a word love throws me away
what should i say next?
my only closed lips were surprise
coming without words
why does it hurt so much?
why does it keep hurting?
except for the fact that you aren’t here
though everything is the same
chorus;
you showed me love without words
you gave me your love without words
you made me hold my breath, waiting for you
but you ran away like this
without words love leaves me
without a word love throws me away
what should i say next?
my only close lips were surprised
without a word my tears fall
without a word my heart breaks
without word a word i will wait for love
without a word love hurts me
i zone out, i become a fool
because i cry as i look up the sky
without a word goodbyes find me
without a word goodbyes come to me
i couldn’t even prepare to send you away
i think my heart was surprise
without a word it came
without a word it went
without a word it left
like the fever before
I’ll just hurt for a while
since only scars will be left in the end
I LOVE YOU…
January 14, 2011Actually, I really love you…
Because I love you thats why I did that…
Not because I want to hurt you…
But Because I was afraid of being hurt…
That was why I was like that…
A sudden loneliness and Emptiness…
July 13, 2010Hindi ko maipaliwanag kung anung nararamdaman ko ngayon, basta pag gising ko na lng kninang umaga, sobrang kalungkutan ang naramdaman ko…
Masayahin, Matatag >>> yan ang pagkakakilala ko sa akin dahil ganito naman talga ako, pero habang sinusulat ko ito, Isa palang malungkot, mahina ang loob at Emosyonal na Geno pala ang totoo.
OO madami akong kaibigan madami akong barkada na nasa tabi tabi ko lng, marami akong pwedeng pagsabihan nga mga bagay bagay. OO nasasabi ko un sa knla, pero bkt ganito, ung sugat andito pa din, andito pa din… ang hirap palang maging masaya kahit malungkot ka, ang hirap pla maging matatag kahit alam mong isa kang marupok na kahoy, na mabasa lang ay aanayin na… ang hirap pala ng ganitong nararamdaman na khit may dahilan ka para maging masaya, malungkot ka pa din… Sa totoo lang ang hirap na nasa gitna ka ng karagatan na hindi mo alam kung san ka tutungo,wala kang magawa kundi sumabay sa agos at alon nito… Maraming beses na akong muntik ng malunod sa karagatan, pilit kong nilalangoy at nagpupumiglas para lang hnde ako malunod, pero sobrang nakakapagod din pala, sobrang nakakapgod na… na parang ang gusto mo na lang ay lumutang lutang sa ibabaw ng karagatan…
Sa totoo lang, hnde ko maintindhan sarili ko ngayon araw na ito, sobrang napkalungkot ko, sobrang ang dami kong na mimiss, sobrang maraming “sana.. sana.. sana…” ang aking nararamdaman… Parang gusto kong pumunta ng Laguna d Bay para lang sumigaw….
Maraming mga taong gusto kong pasalamatan dail sa pilit akong inaabutan ng sagwan para makaligtas sa pagkalunod, nagpapasalamat ako sa knlang lahat dahil sa walang sawang pagtulong at pag intinde sa akin…
Sana masabi ko na ang katagang “handa na ako, kaya ko na…”
- marakulyo
A sad sad sad LOVE Story….
June 17, 2010Boy: Baby, we need to talk.
Girl: Ricardo, what do u mean?
Boy: Something has come up…
Girl: What? What’s wrong? Is it bad?
Boy: I don’t want to hurt you, baby.
Girl: *Thinks* Oh my God, I hope he doesnt break up with me… I love him so much.
Boy: Baby, are you there??
Girl: Yeah, I’m here. What is so important??
Boy: I’m not sure if I should say it..
Girl: Well, you already brought it up, so please just tell me.
Boy: I’m leaving…
Girl: Baby, what are u talking about?? I don’t want you to leave me, I love you.
Boy: Not like that, I mean I’m moving far away.
Girl: Why? All of your famliy lives over here.
Boy: Well, my father is sending me away to a boarding school far away.
Girl: I can’t believe this.
[FATHER: (Picks up the other phone, interrupts & yells furiously
ERICA!, what did I tell you about talking to boys?!!!… Get off the
damn phone!! (And hangs up).]
Boy: Wow, your father sounds really mad.
Girl: You know how he gets, but anyways, I dont want you to go.
Boy: Would you run away with me?
Girl: Baby, you know I would, I would do anything for you, but I can’t… You don’t know what would happen if I did. My dad would kill me!
Boy: *Sad* It’s okay.. I understand, I guess..
Girl: *Thinking*I can’t believe what’s going on.
Boy: I need to give you something tonite, because I am leaving on
flight 1-80 in the morning, so I need to see you now.
Girl: Okay, I will sneak out & meet you at the park.
Boy: Okay, I’ll meet you there in 20 minutes.
[They meet at a nearby park, they both hug eachother. And he gives
her a note.]
Boy: Here you go, this is for you. I gotta go.
Girl: *Tear* (Begins to cry.)
Boy: Baby, dont cry, you know I love you… But I have to go.
Girl: Okay (Begins to walk away.)
[They both go back home. And Erica begins to read the letter he gave her]
It says…
“Erica,
You probably already know that I’m leaving, I knew this would be better if I wrote a letter explaining the truth about how much I care about you. The truth is, is that I never loved you, I hated you so much, you are my bitch and dont you ever forget that. I never cared about you, and never wanted to talk to you, and be around you. You really have no clue how much I hate you. Now that I’m leaving I thought you should know that I hate you, bitch. You never did the
right thing, and you were never there. I didnt think I could hate someone as much as I hate you. And I never want to see you, for the rest of my life, I will never miss kissing you like before, I never want to cuddle up, how we used to. I will not miss you and that’s a promise. You never had my love, and I want you to remember that. Bitch, you keep this letter because this may be the last thing you have from me. Fuck, I hate you so much. I will not talk to you soon bitch… Goodbye.
- Ricardo”
[ Erica begins to cry, she throws the paper in tha garbage & crys for hours ]
… A day passes, she is sad, depressed and she feels so lonely… Then she gets a phone call….
Friend: How are you feeling?
Girl: I just cant believe this happened.. I thought he loved me.
Friend: Oh, about that. Ricardo left me a message. A few days ago. He told me to tell you to look in your jacket pocket or something…
Girl: Umm.. okay.
[She finds a piece of paper in the jacket,
It says:
“Baby I hope you find this before you read my letter. I knew your dad might read it, so I switched a few words…
Hate = Love
Never = Always
Bitch = Baby
Will not= will
…. I hope you didn’t take that seriously because I love you with all my heart, and it was so hard to let you go thats why I wanted you to run away with me… -Ricardo”]
Girl: Oh my God! It’s a letter.. Ricardo does love me!!, he must of slipped it into my pocket when he hugged me. I can’t believe how stupid I am!!
Friend: lol Okay but I g2g… Call me later.
Girl: *happy*okay, bye, I’ll be at home waiting for my baby to call me!
… Erica turns the T.V. on……
[Breaking news] “An airplane has crashed. Over 47 young boys died, we are still searching for survivors… This is a tragedy we will never forget, this plane was flight 1-80… it was on its way to an all boys boarding school…” the Reporter says.
[ She turns off the t.v. … 3 days later, she kills herself, because of the fact that Ricardo was dead & she had nothing to live for… ]
… A day after that the phone rings. Nobody answers. It was Ricardo, he called to leave a message. “Its Ricardo, I guess you’re not home so, I called to let you know that I’m alive, I missed my flight because I had to see you one last time. So, I hope your not worried. I am staying for good
credit to: nakalimutan ko ung link… hahahha.. basta credit seo.. lol…
Ninoy to NoyNoy…. - a very touching letter… !_!
Ngayon ko lang nabasa(mula sa aking email) itong sulat na ito ni Ninoy Aquino na ginawa nung 1973 para sa kanyang anak na lalaki na si Noynoy.
Inilabas daw ito para sa publiko nung 2007 pa, pero naging basehan daw itong sulat sa kandidatura ni Noynoy para sa pagka pangulo sa 2010
Bilang isang ama ay naramdaman ko ang hirap at sakripisyo na dinaanan ni Ninoy para sa pagmamahal niya sa ating Inang bayan at pamilya.
At naito ang nilalaman ng sulat:
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August 25, 1973
Fort Bonifacio
11:30pm
Mr. Benigno S. Aquino III
P E R S O N A L
My dearest Son:
One of these days , when you have completed your studies I am sure you will have the opportunity to visit many countries. And in your travels you will witness a bullfight.
In Spanish bullfighting as you know, a man – the matador – is pitted against an angry bull.
The man goads the bull to extreme anger and madness. Then a moment comes when the bull, maddened, bleeding and covered with darts, feeling his last moment has come, stops rushing about and grimly turns his face on the man with the scarlet “muleta” and sword. The Spaniards call this “the moment of truth.” This is the climax of the bullfight.
This afternoon, I have arrived at my own moment of truth. After a lengthy conference with my lawyers, Senators Jovito R. Salonga and Lorenzo M. Tanada I made a very crucial and vital decision that will surely affect all our lives: mommie’s, your sisters’, yours and all our loved ones as well as mine.
I have decided not to participate in the proceedings of the Military Commission assigned to try the charges filed against me by the army prosecution staff. As you know, I’ve been charged with illegal possession of firearms, violation of RA 1700 otherwise known as the “Anti-Subversion Act” and murder.
You are still too young to grasp the full impact of my decision. Briefly: by not participating in the proceedings, I will not be represented by counsel, the prosecution will present its witnesses without any cross examinations, I will not put up any defense, I will remain passive and quiet through the entire trial and I will merely await the verdict. Inasmuch as it will be a completely one-sided affair, I suppose it is reasonable to expect the maximum penalty will be given to me. I expect to be sentenced to imprisonment the rest of my natural life, or possibly be sent to stand before a firing squad. By adopting the course of action I decided upon this afternoon, I have literally decided to walk into the very jaws of death.
You may ask: why did you do it?
Son, my decision is an act of conscience. It is an act of protest against the structures of injustice that have been imposed upon our hapless countrymen. Futile and puny, as it will surely appear to many, it is my last act of defiance against tyranny and dictatorship.
You are my only son. You carry my name and the name of my father. I have no material wealth to leave you. I never had time to make money while I was in the hire of our people.
For this I am very sorry. I had hopes of building a little nest egg for you. I bought a ranch in Masbate in the hope that after ten or fifteen years, the coconut trees I planted there would be yielding enough to assure you a modest but comfortable existence.
Unfortunately, I had to sell all our properties as I fought battle after political battle as a beleaguered member of the opposition. And after the last battle, I had more obligations than assets.
The only valuable asset I can bequeath to you now is the name you carry. I have tried my best during my years of public service to keep that name untarnished and respected, unmarked by sorry compromises for expediency. I now pass it on to you, as good, I pray, as when my father, your grandfather passed it on to me.
I prepared a statement which I intend to read before the military commission on Monday at the opening of my trial. I hope the commission members will be understanding and kind enough to allow me to read my statement into the record. This may well be my first and only participation in the entire proceedings.
In this statement, I said: Some people suggested that I beg for mercy from the present powers that be. Son, this I cannot do in conscience. I would rather die on my feet with honor, than live on bended knees in shame.
Your great grandfather, Gen. Servilliano Aquino was twice condemned to death by both the Spaniards and the American colonizers. Fortunately, he survived both by a twist of fate.
Your grandfather, my father was also imprisoned by the Americans because he loved his people more than the Americans who colonized us. He was finally vindicated. Our ancestors have shared the pains, the sorrows and the anguish of Mother Filipinas when she was in bondage.
It is a rare privilege for me to join the Motherland in the dark dungeon where she was led back by one of her own sons whom she lavished with love and glory.
I ended my statement thus: I have chosen to follow my conscience and accept the tyrant’s revenge.
It takes little effort to stop a tyrant. I have no doubt in the ultimate victory of right over wrong, of evil over good, in the awakening of the Filipino.
Forgive me for passing unto your young shoulders the great responsibility for our family. I trust you will love your mother and your sisters and lavish them with the care and protection I would have given them.
I was barely fifteen years old when my father died. His death was my most traumatic experience. I loved and hero-worshipped him so much, I wanted to join him in his grave when he passed away. But as in all sorrows, eventually they are washed away by the rains of time.
In the coming years, I hope you will study very hard so that you will have a solid foundation on which to build your future. I may no longer be around to give you my fatherly advice. I have asked many of your uncles to help you along should the need arise and I pray you will have the humility to drink from their fountain of experiences.
Look after your two younger sisters with understanding and affection. Viel and Krissy will need your umbrella of protection for a long time. Krissy is still very young and fate has been most unkind to both of us. Our parting came too soon. Please make up for me. Take care of her as I would have taken care of her with patience and warm affection.
Finally, stand by your mother as she stood beside me through the buffeting winds of crisis and uncertainties firm and resolute and uncowed. I pray to God, you inherit her indomitable spirit and her rare brand of silent courage.
I had hopes of introducing you to my friends, showing you the world and guide you through the maze of survival. I am afraid, you will now have to go it alone without your guide.
The only advice I can give you: Live with honor and follow your conscience.
There is no greater nation on earth than our Motherland. No greater people than our own. Serve them with all your heart, with all your might and with all your strength.
Son, the ball is now in your hands.
Lovingly,
Dad
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Iba-iba ang ating ginagampanang buhay sa mundong ito at ito ang pinili ni Ninoy…ang sa kanyang pangarap at gawain ay maging maayos ang ating bansa. Maraming aral at mensahe ang buhay ni Ninoy para sa atin. Katulad ng kanyang sinabi na ito:
The only advice I can give you: Live with honor and follow your conscience.
There is no greater nation on earth than our Motherland. No greater people than our own. Serve them with all your heart, with all your might and with all your strength.
“Live with honor and follow your conscience.”
Ito na nga ba ang mga katagang magbibigay buhay sa bagong pag-asa sa tunay na pagbabago ng mga Filipino?
credit to : http://superlolongpinoy.wordpress.com/2009/10/15/ninoy-to-noynoy/
Jovit > Sabi na nga ba ikaw eh…
Nung audition pa lang ng batang ito, na amaze na agad ako sa boses nya at isa pa sa knyang buhay. Eto siguro ung pinagkukuhanan nya ng lakas ng loob sa pagkanta ung PAMILYA nya… Kahit marami ka naririnig na ganitong klasing boses sa tabi tabi, ibang klase tong kay Jovit… Tagos sa puso, kikilabutan ka pag kumakanta… IIlan lng sa mga singer dito sa pinas ang kinikilabutan ka habang kumakanta….
Lalo akong namangha nung kinanta nya ung Carrie, i am not a fan of journey and i dont even know the songs ng journey, pero nung nakinig ko ung faithfully at carrie, haneep parang ang sarap pakinggan, dun ko na appreciate ang journey, maganda pala mga kanta nila…
Di ko man napanuod ang Grand Finals, sure naman ako na si JOVIT na nga! hehehe… lagi ko nitetext ung mga tropa ku kung anu na latest sa PGT… hehehe.. Sakto naman hiniramn ng kaibigan ko ung broadband ni Aiza, na dl ko lahat mga kanta ni Jovit nung Grand Final… hehehehhe…. Maling, Malinis, Madamdamin ang Pagkanta nya… Isang nagpaptunay na sya na tlaga ang PANALO..
Congrats, nawa ay tumagal ka sa napakalaking ILAW… 
yeba….
Si Noy Noy at Ako….
June 16, 2010I personally endorsed Noy Noy as the best to sit in Malakanyang as President. ngayon, Panalo na sya at nakakatuwa na ung bet ko na NOY BI ang nanalo, sa kabila ng pakikipag sagutan ko sa mga taong ayaw kay noynoy, heheheheh…
Ngyong proklamado na si Noy BI, ganun pa din, marami pa din ang bumabatikos sa knya… hmmm…
Sana lang lets be united, we have our new government, supporthan po natin sila > bilang isang mamayang Pilipino at nagmamahal sa bansang Pilipinas…
Yeba….
Ang tagal na pala…
Ang tagal ko na din palang di nag popost dito.. Isang taon na din ang nakakaraan.. heheheh.. anyways, sa abot ng makakaya ko mag uupdate ako 3 times a week for this blog, hehehehe.
Kala ko nga nawala na tong account na ito eh…. hehehhe…
Simula ngayon, sisikapin kong iupdate na ulit to…
Party Time in Tiro… I miss my TROPA….
Na miss ko din mga tropa ko, nung saturday lang ulit ako nakasama sa knila, nakumpleto kasi ang tagal kong d sumama sa knila… hehehehe… Kaso wala sina heggie boy at rarry.. tsk tsk.. nasa ibang bansa na kasi sila.. Nag Tiro Bar kmi till 2am then pumunta na sa Holland Burger, inabot kmi ng past 3am then napagkasunduan ng umuwi… hehehehe…
Star Trek 2009
May 15, 2009
Hmmm… nung nanood kmi ni Aiza ng You Change My Life, napanood ko ang trailer ng Star Trek. Sabi ko kay Aiza gusto kong panoorin ung movie na star trek at ililibre ko sya, eh nagkataong pulubi ako, so ako na lng ang nanood sa Podium (hahahaha… first time ko ditto…. Lol…)…
Hmmm… Noong bata ako napapanood ko na itong Star Trek na ito, Hindi ko n nga lang tanda kung anu ano nangyari sa mga napanood kong iyon! Hahahhaha! Hanggang sa bigla na lang nawala sa ere tong Star Trek, siguro dahil na din sa poor quality ng effects at boring naman talga panuodin at puro salitaan lng… hehehe.. pero pinapanood ko ito ha kahit na medyo boring… So nung nawala na ung Star Trek sa sirkulasyon…
Nagsimula ung movie nung ipinanganak si James Kirk, ipinanganak sya na meron giyera at malapit ng sumabog ung spaceship nila, Kirk’s parents are crew members of the USS Kelvin na inatake naman ng mga Romulan Vessels. Sa medaling salita namatay ung tatay ni James Kirk.
Makalipas ang ilang taon, malaki na si James Kirk, parang he is a man of living without a purpose, kasi parang wala lang sa kanya lahat eh, pero muka namang matalino, pero parang wala talga syang direction sa buhay… After nung gulo sa bar na kinasangkutan nya, may dumating na tao sa bar na iyon at un pala eh si Captain Christopher Pike, isa sa mga naging kasamahan ng tatay ni James Kirk. Ni-challenge nya si Kirk na maging katulad sya ng tatay nya at mas maging better pa sa tatay nya, dahil nga sa basagulero at walang kwentang tao tong si Kirk… Hehehehe, noong una ni reject ni Kirk ung Hamon ni Captain Pike pero makalaunan eh nag register din sya sa Star Fleet.. Meanwhile, on Vulcan, nakapasok sa Vuclan academy si Spock, si Spock ay isang half Vulcan, half human. Nag join din si Spock sa Fleet Academy. Three years later, when the cadets are due to graduate, Inatake ang Vulcan by the Remulan ship, na sya ring sumira ng Kelvin na ship. Kirk and Spock faces the Enterprise ship and other familiar faces to board the said ship and rescue the Vulcans…
What really holds my interest is the battle between Kirk and Spock as they struggle for the captaincy of the Enterprise and kung ano ung pinagmulan ng galit ni Captain Nero para magawa nyang magrebelde!!! Wahahahah! Hindi ko na ikukuwento kung paano nagging better captain si James Kirk at kung paano naging maging magkaibigan si Kirk at Spock… at Kung paano nila natalo ang Romulan ship na pinamumunuan ni Captain Nero… panoodin nyo na lng… hahahahah!!!
Highlights: hahaha natawa lang ako sa mga scenes na ito:
- Hikaru Sulu, nung papaliparin nya ung enterprise ayaw tumakbo, e parang nagmamagaling sya, un pala meron syang something na nakalimutan para mapaandar ung ship… hahahahahha….
- Pavel Chekov, natatwa ako ditto kasi parang bumbay magsalita, tapos nung time na nag aanouce sya ng something sobrang nakakatawa. Tapos d mareconize ng system ung sinasabi nya kung hinde pa nya inulit at binagalan ng konti, nde marerecognize ung sinasabi nya… hahahahaha! (everytime na naririnig ko boses nito natatawa na lang ako! hahahahha!)
How to Let Go of Someone Who You Deeply Loved
November 19, 2008- Realize that you still love this person. If it feels as if you can’t let go, it’s for a reason. Forgetting this person may be very hard to nearly impossible, but that doesn’t mean that you can’t move on in life.
- Understand that there are other people out there, you just can’t see them. You obviously have been in love with this person so much or so long that it has gotten you to the point where there’s no other person in the world but them. Moving on is the hardest part and it can take a long time, but go out with friends and have a good time, because life is too short to live it down in the dumps.
- Never love anyone more than they love you. This one may be hard because most chances are that the person doesn’t know how deeply in love you are with them. Pretend you are in their position and realize how they feel… this should affect you because you would know what they’re feeling about you.
- Talk to someone. It’s always good to get out your feelings with someone comfortably. Talk to someone close to you or if you have to, go see a therapist. Letting go of your emotions and thoughts with someone can be a natural healer. Know that you don’t always have to cry it out. (Even though sometimes you have to).
- Decide if you want to remain friends. If you are staying with them in the hopes that they may love you again, then don’t. This could restrict you in life and cause you even more pain. Listen to your own heart.
A Lesson Of Letting Go And Acceptance
Sometimes, In Our Relentless Efforts To Find The Person We Love We Fail To Recognize And Appreciate The People Who Love Us. We Miss Out On So Many Beautiful Things And Simply Because We Allow Ourselves To Be Enslaved By Our Own Selfish Concerns. Go For The Man Of Deeds And Not For The Man Of Words For You Will Find Rewarding Happiness Not With The Man You Love But The Man Who Loves You More.
The Best Lovers Are Those Who Are Capable Of Loving From A Distance, Far Enough To Allow The Other Person To Grow, But Never Too Far To Feel The Love Deep Within Your Being. To Let Go Of Someone Doesn’t Mean You Have To Stop Loving, It Only Means That You Allow That Person To Find His Own Happiness Without Expecting Him To Come Back. Letting Go Is Not Just Setting The Other Person Free, But It Is Also Setting Yourself Free From All Fears, Bitterness, Hatred, And Anger That You Keep In Your Heart.
Do Not Let The Bitterness Rare Away Your Strength And Weaken Your Faith, And Never Allow Pain To Dishearten You, But Rather Let You Grow With Wisdom In Bearing It. You May Have Found Peace In Just Loving Someone From A Distance Not Expecting Anything In Return.
But Be Careful, For This Can Sustain Life But Can Never Give Enough Room For Us To Grow. We Can All Survive With Just Beautiful Memories Of The Past But Real Peace And Happiness Come Only With Open Acceptance Of What Reality Is Today.
There Comes A Time In Our Lives When We Chance Upon Someone So Nice And We Just Find Ourselves Getting So Intensely Attracted To That Person. This Feeling Soon Become A Part Of Our Everyday Lives And Eventually Consumes Our Thoughts And Actions. The Sad Part Of It Is When We Begin To Realize That This Person Feels Nothing More For Us Than Just Friendship, Or The Feelings He Might Have For You Is Just Too Far From How You Love Him. We Start Our Desperate Attempt To Get Noticed And Be Closer But In The End Our Efforts Are Still Unrewarded And We End Up Being Sorry For Ourselves.
You Don’t Have To Be Bitter On Love. What You Need To Learn Is How To Accept The Verdict Of Reality Without Being Bitter Or Sorry For Yourself. Believe Me. You Would Be Better Off Giving That Dedication And Love To Someone More Deserving. Don’t Let Your Heart Run Your Life, Be Sensible And Let Your Mind Speak For Itself. Listen Not Only To Your Feelings But To Reason As Well.
Always Remember That If You Lose Someone Today, It Means That Someone Better Is Coming Tomorrow. If You Lose Love That Doesn’t Mean That You Failed In Love.
Cry If You Have To, But Make It Sure That The Tears Wash Away The Hurt And The Bitterness That The Past Has Left With You. Let Go Of Yesterday And Love Will Find Its Way Back To You. And When It Does, Pray That It May Be The Love That Will Stay And Last A Lifetime.
“When You Lose Someone……….And You Think You Were The One Who Loved Between The Two Of You….He Lost More. For Someday You Can Love Someone The Way That You Loved Him…….But He Will Never Be Loved Again The Way That You Did.”
Vista successor, Windows 7 to be released next year?
October 30, 2008You won’t have to wait as long for the next version of Windows as previously imagined, with Microsoft bringing forward the expected release of the successor to Vista, Windows 7.
A recently-release roadmap for the next major Window release – Windows 7 – indicates that Microsoft is planning to release the new operating system in the second half of 2009, rather than the anticipated release date of some time in 2010.
There are apparently three “milestone” builds planned for 2008, and the first one – M1 – has already shipped to key partners for code validation. M1 is for the English language build only, but is available in both 32-bit and 64-bit versions. Microsoft has announced that Windows 7 will most likely be the last Windows operating system available in 32-bit, and given the rapid advances Windows Vista is making in the 64-bit computing market, this seems a sensible decision.
 is this Windows 7: this screenshot, floating around on online forums, purports to be from an alpha of Windows 7. Probably fake, but interesting nonetheless. |
M2 should ship around April/May, and M3 some time in the third quarter of 2008. There’s no available roadmap information about further milestone, beta or release candidate builds, except the updated RTM release date of H2 2009.
If Windows 7 is released in the second half of 2009, this will be three years after Windows Vista which went RTM in November 2006. A three-year major product cycle would take the Windows operating system out of cycle with Windows Server, which is on an approximate four-year cycle.
The big question is who in the market will respond to an early release. The transition to Windows Vista seems to have caused a lot of angst amongst users, but I think has far more to do with moving out of the Windows XP comfort zone, rather than any indication of Vista’s quality or stability. In which case, perhaps a shorter product cycle from here on in will get users and businesses thinking ahead much quicker, not to mention the hardware vendors who were the major contributors to Vista’s shaky start.
Top Ten Notebooks You Couldn’t Do Without
October 8, 2008
Mobile computing has conquered both the high-end and the mainstream markets and analysts claim that the number of sold notebooks will outpace desktop systems by 2010. Mobile gaming is still a niche market, dominated by bulky notebooks with significant price tags, but most of the general-purpose laptops deliver optimal performance at a reasonable price tag.
The first entry in the mainstream notebook line-up is the Acer Aspire 5920 model, that comes rigged with an Intel Core 2 Duo T5450 chip running at 1.6 GHz. The system also packs 2 GB of DDR2 memory and runs Windows Vista Home Premium. The 15.4-inch LCD display sports anti-glare technology that boosts the video output and offers a comfortable computer experience. The system sells for about $910 via the company’s retail outlets.
Lenovo’s IdeaPad Y510 notebook is a consumer-oriented model, especially suitable for the fashion-concerned users. The device is powered by an Intel Core 2 Duo T5450 at 1.67 GHz, packs 2 GB of system RAM and a beefy, 250 GB hard-disk drive. The Y510 is a close competitor of Acer’s Aspire 5920, yet it comes with a lower price tag of $749.00.
The HP Pavilion dv2660se model may not be as bold as the previous models, but its aesthetics, battery lifespan and a more-than-decent price tag make it the ideal candidate for general-purpose mobile users. The 14.1-incher is especially designed for multimedia users and comes with an AMD Turion 64 X2 Dual Core TL-62 Processor, 3 GB of system RAM and 250 GB of storage space. According to the manufacturer, it offers a battery autonomy of 6.3 hours. The unit is available on retail for an estimative price of $999.
Dell’s Inspiron 1525 is one of the all-time favorite notebook models when it comes to general purpose computing. The sleek device comes with a 15.1-inch WXWGA display, an Intel Core 2 Duo T7250 processor running at 2 GHz, 2 GB of DDR2 memory and 120 GB of storage space. Dell’s champ is available in a wide range of colors and can be purchased for about $649.
Lenovo strikes back on the chart with its ThinkPad R61 office notebook, a general-purpose model equipped with a 2.2-GHz Core 2 Duo T7500 processor from Intel, 2GB of 667MHz DDR2 memory and 100GB of storage space on a 7,200rpm HDD. The notebook is available for purchasing at a starting price of $1,299.
Fujitsu’s LifeBook A6120 notebook is a multimedia-oriented machine that does not quite manage to stand out of the crowd. The 15.4-incher is powered by an Intel Core 2 Duo T8100 chip, clocked at 2.1 GHz, but a 2.4 GHz T8300 CPU is also available. The notebook also packs built-in 1.3 megapixel webcam, fingerprint reader, Bluetooth, Intel 4965AGN wireless and sells for about $1299.
Toshiba enters the general-purpose top with its Satellite Pro A210-EZ2201 notebook model, a system powered by an AMD Athlon 64 X2 TK-55 Dual-Core processor. The laptop comes with basic options and hardware configuration, but sells for an incredibly low price, starting at $699.
Sony’s VAIO VGN-SZ791N notebook takes general computing to another dimension, thanks to its Intel 2.5-GHz Core 2 Duo T9300 CPU and its nVidia 8400GS graphics card. Its solid hardware configuration is completed by a sleek case and a plethora of additional functions, such as multiple monitors and brightness adjustments.
Another interesting notebook model from Sony is the VAIO VGN-FZ180E/B, with its large and bright LCD display. The slender notebook is powered by an Intel Core 2 Duo T9300 running at 2.5 GHz, 4 GB of DDR2 memory and a 250 GB hard-disk drive. However, it comes with a price tag of $2,250 which might be a little discouraging.
Last, but not least, Toshiba’s Tecra M9-S5514 laptop is aimed mostly at business users. It features a 2.2-GHz Core 2 Duo T7500 processor, paired with only a single gigabyte of system RAM. The system is available for about $1,650.
Eraserheads: The Reunion (The Fort Open Field - August 30, 2008 8PM)
August 28, 2008Eraserheads: The Reunion The Fort Open Field - August 30, 2008 8PM
Ticket Prices:
Php 1372
Php 844 About the Show:
Tickets Available at…
• all TicketWorld outlets
• selected National Bookstore branches
• Robinsons Department Store (Galleria, Malate, Festival Mall, & Starmill Pampanga)
• and Ayala Malls (Greenbelt 1 & Glorietta 1 Cinema Booth)
TicketWorld Head Office is open until 10PM
August 28 (Thursday) and August 29 (Friday) EXTENDED HOURS:
We have outlets to serve you until 9pm (Aug 28 and 29)
• National Bookstore (Mall of Asia)
• National Bookstore (Megamall)
• Glorietta-1 Cinema Ticket Booth
• National Bookstore (North EDSA)
• National Bookstore (Araneta, Cubao)
libre na sana napuryada pa!
Letter To My Future Son
August 22, 2008Badoodles Junior, Hoy ano na? Excited nakong makita ka. Kelan ka ba lalabas? Antagal-tagal ng siyam na buwan. Pwede bang labas ka na ng pitong buwan pwede na ‘yun. Laro tayo ng football. Tapos magpapancit tayo. Tapos sama kita sa beerhaus. Tuturuan kita pano mang-tsiks ng kahit walang pera.
Dalawang beses nang pinarinig sa ‘kin ni doktora ‘yung heartbeat mo gamit ang doppler. Putik. Anlakas ng tunog para kang rakistang nag-go-growl. Ambilis pa. 150 beats per minute. Pukinginangsheet. Siguro kaskasero ka paglaki mo. Baka maging magaling kang jeepney driver paglaki mo. O kaya high speed kubrador ng hweteng. Watdahek, basta makabuhay ka ng pamilya, oks na sakin ‘yun.
Nakita na rin kita sa ultrasound. Syempre wala namang pinagkaiba, mukha kang baby. Sabi ni doktora, matangkad ka raw pero anliit mo pa rin tignan. Pero syempre mas cute ka sa ‘kin. Enero pa lang, hiningi na kita kay Mama Mary. Sabi ko, ‘Mama Mary pa-order ng isang cute na badoodles junior na kasintakaw ko kumain’.
Lam mo bang hindi matanggal ang ngiti ko pag naiisip kong magkakaroon na ako ng Badoodles Jr? Pagpasok sa opisina, iniisip na nga ng mga nakakasabay ko sa elevator na baka manyak ako. Lalo pa’t napapakapit ako kung kani-kaninong pwet dahil sa excitement. ‘Yung tindera sa canteen, nagtaas ng kamay, kala holdap.
Pag niyayakap ko si BebeKo sa tiyan, sabi niya sumisipa ka raw, ayaw mo. Kabata-bata mo pa lang possessive ka na. Sige pag labas mo, sisipain din kita makita mo. Hehe. Ang likot mo na nga, palipat lipat ka pa ng lugar. Iskwater boy in da making.
Pag malaki ka na, una kong ituturo sa ‘yo ang pagbasa ng traffic lights. Red is stop, green is go. Dami kasing Pilipino ngayon antatanda na hindi pa marunong sumunod sa batas trapiko . Wala lang. Trip lang kitang palakihin na socially aware saka responsable.
Palaging magpasalamat sa taong mabait sa ‘yo. Ang Mommy mo, tinitiis lumunok ng mga bitaminang kasinlaki ng bato ni Darna para siguradong kumpleto ka sa nutrisyon. Sabi ko kay BebeKo huwag gaano, masobrahan ka ng nutrients mamya tubuan ka ng tatlong mata. Hindi ka na cute.
Cool akong daddy. Kung anuman ang gusto mong gawin sa buhay paglaki mo, igagalang ko ‘yun basta wala ka lang aapakang ibang tao. ‘Yan ang gintong batas ng buhay. Don’t shit others if you don’t want others shitting you. At kung may mambully sa ‘yo sa school at hindi ikaw ang nauna, bahala ka nang mag-decide kung ano sa tingin mo ang tama sa mali. I won’t judge you, I’m not a book. Ang masasabi ko lang, ‘yang mga bully na ‘yan, bumabait ‘yan pag tinatarakan ng bagong tasang lapis sa mata. [sipol]
Pero syempre wag mo naman akong tatablahin dahil kahit junior kita baka makatikim ka ng full swing na palo ng bat o batuhin kita ng granada. Ang tatay ko, nahabol na ako ng kutsilyo kasi mayabang daw ako. Hindi malayong maghabulan din tayo ‘pag mas mayabang ka sa ‘kin.
For the record, pumapayag na ‘kong kahati kita sa dede ng Mommy mo. Aprub. Basta sa kaliwa ka lang ok? Sa kanan naman ako. Buti nga kayong mga baby, konting pihit nyo lang ng iyak, nilalabas agad ng mga Mommy ang dede nila. Kami kahit siguro umiyak kami ng todo todo, ayaw kaming padedein agad-agad.
Paglabas mo, alam ko na kakumpitensiya na kita sa lahat ng bagay tulad ng yakap ni BebeKo, atensiyon ni BebeKo, at pagmamahal ni BebeKo. Tandaan mo, seniority first. Dapat igalang ang nakatatanda. Lalo na ang matandang isip bata. Saka isa pa, pinakaimportanteng dapat mong tandaan, ako ang may-ari ng remote control sa bahay.
Hehe biro ko lang mga yan. Huwag kang seryoso paglabas mo kundi hahatakin ko ‘yang bunganga mo ng pa-horizontal para mapilitan kang ngumiti. Life is good. Sabi nga ni Louis Armstrong, ‘watta wonderful world’.
credit to you: http://kwentongbarbero.com/2008/08/01/letter-to-my-future-son/
Man Enough To Cry… with you…. :(
August 21, 2008“Man Enough To Cry”
I always loved, I always cared
But there was a part of me that wasn’t always there
But then you loved enough to stay
And so I found the self I lost along the way
So no more words I’m holding back that I should say
And I won’t hurt inside and tell you I’m okay
And every breath of love between us will be pure and true
‘Cause now I’m man enough to cry
With you
The lights were off, the doors were closed
So how you found this love in me only heaven knows
Thank God and you who brought me here
An open man found just in time for the living years
So no more words I’m holding back that I should say
And I won’t hurt inside and tell you I’m okay
And every breath of love between us will be pure and true
‘Cause now I’m man enough to cry
With you
Feels like waves of my love breaking through
Now I can lay down and share me with you
I won’t hold out I know now this life only lasts a while
So I’ll love leaving non to hide from you
So no more words I’m holding back that I should say
And I won’t hurt inside and tell you I’m okay
And every breath of love between us will be pure and true
‘Cause now I’m man enough to cry
So no more words I’m holding back that I should say
And I won’t hurt inside and tell you I’m okay
And every breath of love between us will be pure and true
‘Cause now I’m man enough to cry
With you
IM SORRY….
kaw lang nagpaiyak ng ganito sa akin….
kasalanan ko din naman eh…
MAHAL PA DIN KITA!!!
HNDE UN MAGBABAGO…….
kaso kaw na nagsabi na HNDI NA PWEDE…
Cause now I’m man enough to cry….. with you….
Love and Pain (Why It Hurts to Care)
August 14, 2008Love and Pain
Why It Hurts to Care
© Steven Dowdle
A deeper look at the way the two strongest emotions felt by humankind relate, and how it illuminates Christ’s role as Savior.
Nested in a bundle of wires, leads, and syringes, a baby—scarcely three weeks old—breaths labored, deep breaths. Within his tiny body, lengths of tubes and catheters reside, each designed to manipulate his vital functions enough to ensure another hour, at least, of life. His problem: A congenital heart defect known as tricuspid atresia, a malady in which the right ventricle of his heart didn’t form correctly. An emergency procedure has temporarily saved his life, inserting a necessary shunt into a pulmonary valve. Now he rests, his worried and fatigued parents standing by his plastic walled crib, watching powerlessly as machines assist his breathing and methodically drop medicines into his tiny veins.
Where is the greater drama? What is it that draws the eye to this particular scene? Is it the pathetic form enfolded in the plastic arms of an Intensive Care Unit? Or does it lie in the unseen weight that bares down on the distressed parents? What is it that transmits this image so forcefully?
The emotion most sought after—and, perhaps, most rarely reciprocated—is that of love. Such a powerful and enigmatic sentiment has been a permanent fixture in humanity throughout the millennia. Every form of expression—from modern “emo” songs to the surpassing poetry of Shakespeare—has attempted to contain what is felt for love, to somehow encapsulate and apprehend what is, essentially, an almost incomprehensible emotion.
Mothers most especially are cognizant of this capacity for loving. They put their own lives on hold—sometimes even approaching the valley of death in an attempt to bring another being to life—as they altruistically sacrifice self-interest and -comfort for the benefit of their progeny. The love of a mother is without peer.
It is this commiseration between sufferer and observer that lies at the heart of this hospital drama. Couched within the mother’s ability to love is an equal capacity to hurt and suffer—often vicariously—with her child. Indeed, it could be said that the depth of pain for one is a perfect reflection of the depth of love that is likewise felt for him or her.
What, then, of God, whose love for His children is fathomless? Indeed, it is known that we only “love Him because He first loved us” (1 John 4:19), and that He “so loved the world that He sent His Only Begotten Son” (John 3:16). What levels of love can He attain? And, conversely, what kind of commiseration and suffering does He feel when he looks upon us, His creations? Most pointedly: How did He feel when His Beloved Heir hung in agony upon the cross? Was this the cause for Christ’s heartrending question “Why hast thou forsaken me?” (Matthew 27:46).
The answer to this lies in the quiet ruminations of the heart, and should, if nothing else, deepen one’s conviction of the divinity of Christ and His expiatory, emancipating mission to the Earth. For truly He is the reason that humanity can love at all, and in spite of it all.
What Does a Web Developer Do?
A Web developer is a term that can refer to an individual or a company that provides services to build and maintain high-end websites. The skills of a Web developer are more expansive than that of a webmaster, who might be a simple end-user utilizing ready-made scripts to patch together a personal website. A Web developer is generally capable of writing custom scripts to accommodate a client’s needs, and is either professionally trained in, or has ample personal experience working with various scripting languages.
A Web developer builds a Web presence from the bottom up, fashioning everything from the home page to site layout and function. A good Web developer takes into account the client’s products or services along with the target market to create a website that will have specific appeal to that market. The site should also showcase the products or services in such a way that is not only promotional, but dynamic, stressing advantages over the competition.
Websites should look great and remain fully functional regardless of the Web browser being used to view the site. A Web developer typically checks pages and forms using the top browsers to check for interoperability. These browsers might include Microsoft™ Internet Explorer™, Mozilla™ Firefox™, Netscape™ Navigator™ and Opera™.
Easy navigation is a key element in any high-traffic website. Few things are more frustrating to visitors than sites that are laid out illogically, or products that are time consuming to find. Implementing a visually appealing webscape that is user-friendly along with an effective search engine, is one way the Web developer ensures visitors will enjoy their visit and quickly get to products of interest. Interactive pages that display items of related interest dependent on click values, helps to entice visitors to stick around while potentially boosting sales revenue.
The Web developer must also make sure that forms work properly. Various scripting languages exist in which to create surveys, contests, and sales mechanisms — the means to securely transfer information between visitors and the website. Browser settings for cookies and scripts can hamper the proper functioning of some Web forms. A Web developer takes all of this into consideration so that when a visitor fills in a form, they are sure to get satisfaction, and not have the form “hang” or “reappear blank” upon clicking the “Send” button. A site that is broken doesn’t bode well for business.
In many cases today Web developers are firms with teams of professionals that specialize in different areas of Web development and online commerce. While the humble webmaster is a good fit for yesteryear’s websites and continues to work for smaller sites, a corporation desirous of a custom Web presence and slick applications written with the newest scripts utilizing the latest technology are best served by a qualified Web developer.
Moymoy Palaboy Superstar
August 12, 2008MANILA, Philippines—The latest YouTube sensation is not a singer in the usual sense, but two Pinoy lip-synching siblings, whose uproarious antics have earned them fans worldwide, including Peter Cetera of the famous 1970s group, Chicago.
The novelty music video act that is Moymoy Palaboy debuted on the Internet in February 2007, purely on a whim. “Trip lang, gusto lang naming makita sarili namin sa YouTube,” says James Ronald Obeso, a.k.a. Moymoy.
Since then, it has a garnered a total of 7.12 million hits for 22 uploaded videos.
Shy bro, not!
At first, James had difficulty convincing Rodfill, his younger brother, who was very shy. But when Rodfill finally said yes, deciding to wear a bushy wig to hide his identity, the act proved to be a rib-tickling bombshell waiting to explode.
Using a Sony Ericsson W810i cell phone with a 2-megapixel camera — and with Rodfill editing the footage on an HP laptop — the first Moymoy Palaboy video, ‘N Sync’s “Dirty Pop,” featured only James.
Response to the next videos was phenomenal. Netizens couldn’t resist the way the boys put a twist to lip-synching, a refreshing update on the art of theatrical spoof. Giving their work a natural, raw appeal was the fact that the video was shot in austere surroundings, the cramped living room of their Pasay City apartment, with their aunt (“Mama Auntie”) casually wandering in and out of the frame.
So far, the most-watched Moymoy video is the brothers’ versions of the Spice Girls’ “Wannabe,” currently with more than 2 million hits. The rest are not far behind, viewed by the hundreds of thousands. Rodfill says they have upgraded from camera phone to a Nokia N73; and that he now edits on a new Acer laptop.
James notes that there are currently 7,400 subscribers to Moymoy’s YouTube account; these are the ones who spread the word. But who really are the guys behind Momoy Palaboy?
James, who turns 25 on July 17, was the male lead vocalist in a cover band, Passionista, which regularly performs here and abroad. James has been to Japan and Malaysia with the band, which is due to leave next week for a stint in Singapore. He opted not to join this time around, because Moymoy Palaboy has just been offered two hot gigs on cable and free TV.
Rodfill, 22, describes himself as “a nerd, the researcher” who loves to play computer games and tinker with electronic gadgets.
The brothers went to the same public elementary and high schools in Pasay where they were born. For college, they attended the Polytechnic University of the Philippines. James, a Broadcacting major, dropped out to find a job and help his mother, who was stricken with breast cancer. (She died in 2006.) Rodfill finished a Business Management course and now works as an in-house sales rep in PLDT.
Fastfood roots
Before becoming a band singer, James sweated it out as a fast food attendant. One day he auditioned for ABS-CBN’s “Star in a Million” singing contest, running into Christian Bautista and asking him for directions. The way James narrates how he fared sounds as funny as any Moymoy video: “Binigyan ako ng card , number 3 raw ako. Pina-line up kami… nung tinatawag na isa-isa…1, 2, biglang lumaktaw, 4 agad. Hindi ako natawag. Kailangan pala du’n pogi ka…”
James may look as ordinary as the neighborhood bums in Pasay, but it’s the least of his worries now. Moymoy Palaboy has crossed over to mainstream television, joining GMA 7’s “Bubble Gang” where it reprises its gags in the segment, “Iyo Tube.” It is also set to have its own short segments on MTV Philippines.
GMA and MTV wanted Moymoy so bad, they both offered the duo a talent management contract. The two giant networks are now Moymoy’s management partners.
Invitations to guest on other TV stations have been turned down, for now, to preserve the mystique and cult appeal of a music-driven act whose real voices are not heard.
The brothers are overwhelmed by the diversity of fans who regularly communicate with them on the Net. “Maraming taga-Mexico, meron din sa Colombia, UK, US lalo na sa California, at Canada,” says James.
Just last Saturday, he adds, an American member of the audience at Bedrock, where Passionista was playing, approached James and said his brother was a “big fan.” He introduced himself as John Cetera, and said his brother was Peter Cetera of the 1970s pop-rock group Chicago (who, it turned out, was also in town, incognito).
The Obeso brothers have added several communication lines because the fans have been engaging in discussions on the following social-networking sites: Multiply, Facebook, MySpace and Friendster. “Napilitan kami, kasi ‘pag Ginoogle mo ang Moymoy Palaboy, maglalabasan sa mga sites na yan,” says Rodfill.
How do they choose which song to spoof? “Depende sa trip,” James replies. “At kung ano ang gusto ng tao,” Rodfill adds. “Yung ‘Low’ at Soulja Boy, request ng fans.”
As Moymoy Palaboy breaches its 15-minute brush with fame, the brothers are nonchalant about the prospects of getting rich. “Kung ano kami dati, ganito pa rin naman kami,” Rodfill says. “Basta ako,” James quips, “nakahubad pa rin sa kanto.”
Moymoy Palaboy, superstar
By Pocholo Concepcion
Philippine Daily Inquirer
